Just the other day while I was watching a noon time show, I remember the segment wherein the TV host was interviewing the mom of his contestant. He asked the mom if they have met each other somewhere. Then the mom replied that they did met a few years ago when she was selling the TV host some beauty products. Right there and then, the TV host remembered. Then she asked again why she looked different and younger. So she replied that she started her own business selling anti aging beauty products which of course she couldn’t mention the name.

Anyway, when I saw the mom, I already knew she is already mature but her face didn’t have any sign of being old. She has a white appearance and a blemish free face. No wonder the contestant (the son), introduced his mom with the phrase, “she looks younger than him.”

Oh well, I am just curious what beauty products she was selling. I could say it must be very effective. I want to be like her, a younger looking mom!

I don’t have the most perfect marriage though we are already married for 10 long years. But sometimes, I wish marriage has an expiry date or even insurance so that I could file for disability appeal. I am just so tired of my current situation. I felt that I am emotionally disabled already from all the hurts and the pain I am suffering. I can’t even think of the future with a smile because I already have spoilers along the way. Hayz…

I really love my career right now as a stay at home mommy. I love the fact that I can work at my own time and pace. Aside from that, I love how I can spend time with my children as often as I want and even attend to their needs.

Unfortunately, due to financial pressures, I have been contemplating lately of getting a job outside our house. At least when I am working outside, I get to go to work daily and get to have salary on a certain time of the month therefore I will be able to pay our debts without worries.

Though my income is good while I am at home, the flow of financial resources is not stable. Plus, I always get to finish them in the nick of time because my mom wouldn’t help me with the baby not until my tasks are about to expire thus making it as an additional pressure on my side since we needed money badly.

Anyway, I am still contemplating on it. I know there is another solution which is finding help to assist us but it is very difficult to find one here in our place. Hopefully, I pray for a miracle to find help!