Sometimes I think about holding a big fat cigar, like an alec bradley cigar, in my hand and puffing like one of the dons in Cuba. Haha Sometimes I amaze myself whenever I imagine these things.

It is just that I am so tired, frustrated, and depressed sometimes that I would just like to kick off my shoes (more like slippers), put my feet up on my desk, and then puff my troubles with the wind. The men who do that seem very cool and composed. That is why maybe I should do that.

But you know what? In reality, I cannot stand the smell of smoke. And we have asthma. So this is an incredulous fantasy because it is bad for my health and my kids. Oh well, this is just a fantasy anyway. I just wish that it is that easy to let go of the things that are bugging me so that my life would be smooth sailing.

It was said in the news that this year we will have a rainy summer. That’s a far cry from the usual summer we experience once a year. Summers are usually too warm for comfort. Actually, it’s not just warm. It’s toasting hot! But like what was said at the start, the weather bureau is advising people to get ready for a rainy summer. It rained in some parts of the country today so I’m wondering, is it rainy summer already?

Does that mean I would have to buy women’s rain boots instead of that much coveted pair of bikinis? Come to think of it though, the supposed onslaught of rains this summer would be a welcome relief because for sure, the weather would be cooler. However, if the rains do push through, I would feel sorry for the kids, my kids most especially, who are supposed to enjoy their summer vacation.

Well I guess I would just need to think of several indoor activities that my kids and I could enjoy in case it does rain heavily throughout the summer.

I was online the other day trying to look for diet pills that work. However, instead of finding one, I found new clothes on display at one of my favorite online stores and I ended up ordering several pieces of blouses. So there goes my impulsive streak again.

Therefore now I have new clothes but I’m still looking for effective weight loss pills. Which is funny because I just realized how can I wear the clothes I ordered if I still haven’t lost weight? I’m sure the clothes look great but they would look even better if they are draped over a well-shaped body. I actually ordered the blouses because I thought I would be a few pounds slimmer by the time the courier delivers them.

But it seems I would have to put off wearing them until such time that I get a hold of diet pills that are really effective at helping me shed off unwanted fats.